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excitedSo I am trying hard to get into a routine, and getting there SLOWLY. But why did I never buy a clothes drier???? Maybe cause it never rains here, but now at the moment it is and there is nothing clean and my clothes line is full and so is the laundry.........
Hayden and Kayla are staying at there nana's for a week so it is very very quiet here. And Paul is home to this week so it should make for a peaceful quiet week for us.
Not much new with Hamish, he is still very slow with the feeding and still does not cry, and I know what mum would complain about that, but it just does not feel natural having to wake a baby to feed them.
Otherwise everyone healthy and well.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
groggy
- Mood:
tired
Bec
One of the joys of pregnancy is lack of sleep, and then knowing once you are not pregnant anymore there will be plenty more sleepless nights to go, why does that seem like some cruel mean joke someone is playing on me.
I am trying very hard to enjoy the last few days of my final pregnancy, but it does not feel so enjoyable, I wish I could bottle of the feelings of pregnancy and the feeling of having a life inside to save for a later time where I could really appreciate it. But instead the two babys here are not feeling the best, little Emma has a dr's appointment today, i think I have a little of it so I am trying to flush it through my system as quick as I possibly can, and I am just so tired, but no rest for the wicked, I have assignments and tutorials coming out of my ears. I have decided and it has been approved to have 6 months off after this study period though, that way I can enjoy just being a mum again.
But I must get my butt in gear as I have to go get my darling husbands lunch cooked as he will be home in an hour.
I miss life sometimes, things just seem to be so busy and hectic that there is no time to just relax and smell the roses. And not just that, I also would hate to feel that my family and friends think I dont appreciate them anymore and I am taking them for granted and I am so sorry if they do. I am so lucky to have the people that are in my life, and I can never forget that, thank you for your thoughts, your support ,I could not be the person I am without you :-)
Well I really do need to go. Will be posting pictures very soon I am sure.
- Location:Home
- Mood: tired
Even trying to think of all the god things I can't help but to think of 10 bad things to every 1 good thing, I don't want to feel this way, there are many things to be greatful for, this is life though, I guess at some stage we all feel like this.
Hoping to feel better tomorrow :-)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
depressed
Well that husband of mine is caling me in, it is nice just sitting in the court yard typing away, its dark but I have the mozzie candles on and its nice, quiet, cool, relaxing. Something that I dont think I am going to get much of soon.
Signing off for now.
- Mood:
complacent
Now the movie....
- Location:Home
- Mood:
curious
- Mood:
bored
Today being easter Sunday, has been a slow day but still a busy day with people coming in and out, but so far so good.
Nothing new to report with anything else, need to get some homework done, might go through some more lecture material tonight.
- Mood:
peaceful
Anyway things have been well boring in some sence of the word, my days are mainly taken by tutorials, practicals, assignments, lecture notes, readers, then through in the house works, some motherly duties and thats my life, and no matter how hard I work on each task they all seem to miss out and not get enough done. And my memory, I feel like an 80y.o., so if I forget something right now, please forgive me. Pauls been great, he cooks at the weekends, he even did a huge amount of ironing today, but no matter how much he tries right now I am still not getting enough done.
Well dinners ready so I have to run, thought I better attempt some sort of entry as it has been some time.
- Mood:
annoyed
But I have been busy, not doing anything interesting though just busy in general, can't think of anything to report ither, got another bunch of tests next week, counting down to our trip to Adelaide though, can't wait.
Anyway thats us.... busy busy busy :-)
- Mood:
rushed
Well all in all it was a good trip. The kids caught more fish than they could count, and they in general had a ball. Weather was great and were we stayed was brilliant.
Anyway I will post a bunch more photos on facebook........................
We came back a bit browner, tired and less in our bank account but the memories are all worth it.
- Mood:
pleased
Yesterday we got our new pram for baby #5, so now I am trying to find a toddler seat, I can get them anywhere in black but I obviously want navy. I am sure Ill get one, just need to keep an eye out on ebay.
Well thats us till Sunday afternoon, I am now going to get showered and drop the Emma off at the sitter, then pack the car so we can leave for the quick dash where we can not even be contacted by mobile phones.......YEAY
- Mood:
chipper
We apologise for giving you doctors and free medical care, which allows you to survive and multiply so that you can demand apologies.
We apologise for helping you to read and teaching you the English language and thus we opened up to you the entire European civilisation, thought and enterprise.
We feel that we must apologise for building hundreds of homes for you, which you have vandalised and destroyed.
We apologise for developing large farms and properties, which today feed you people, where before, you had the benefits of living off the land and starving during droughts.
We apologise for providing you with warm clothing made of fabric to replace that animal skins you used before.
We apologise for building roads and railway tracks between cities and building cars so that you no longer have to walk over harsh terrain.
We apologise for paying off your vehicle when you fail to pay the installments .
We apologise for giving you free travel anywhere, whenever.
We apologise for giving each and every member of your family $100.00 and free travel to attend an aboriginal funeral.
We apologise for not charging you rent on any lands when white people have to pay.
We apologise for giving you interest free loans.
We apologise for developing oil wells and minerals, including gold and diamonds which you never used and had no idea of their value.
We apologise for developing Ayers rock and Kakadu, and handing them over to you so that you get all the money.
We apologise for allowing taxpayers money paid towards daughters' wedding ($8,000.00 each daughter).
We apologise for giving you $1.7 billion per year for your 250,000 people, which is $48,000.00 per aboriginal man, woman and child.
We apologise for working hard to pay taxes that finance your welfare, medical care, education, etc to the tune of $1.2 billion each year.
We apologise for you having to approach the aboriginal affairs department to verify the above figures. For the trouble you will have identifying the "uncle toms" in your own community who are getting richer and leaving some of you living in squalor and poverty.
We do apologise. We really do. We humbly beg your forgiveness for all the above sins.
- Mood:
cranky
Well as we all know its about the 12 months mark of our marriage, and on a shopping trip today Paul pulled me into a jewlerry store and said "what do you want" I was like ummmmm nothing (hay I am a women, we are ment to sound that way) anyway I got a lovely necklace.
So as well as my trips away I got a necklace, DS games and a wii game......................wooo hooo got to love my husband, think I better repay him tonight ;-)
- Mood:
horny
